:Lone: / God music / Estrogen junkie

untangle me
your body is a tool
this form: meaningless
an angel in your mind
I'll lead you to a greater place
carnival of extacy
ascend above the human race
will show you to arise

Dream index / Neverland (engelen . 9 droom)

verdriet
is alleen maar
droom-wereld
houdt gangen en vluchtwegen vrij

won't you send me a nursery rhyme
to keep me quiet
while you're on fire
please just send me a nursery rhyme
to keep me quiet
while you're on fire

Are you now...
or have you ever?
hope-song
nothing but the passing
of a broken time
(help is on the way)

I'll show you freedom
when you want to...

Donkere wereld

donkere wereld
waarom huil je?
wees niet verdietig.
ik hou van jou

Valkyrie (rise upon your feathered wings)

what are you to me?
all your safety I recieved
your gentle feathers cover me
spread your wings all over me
how did I ever deserve
all of your heart
tears make me blind I can't see
angel-child
your wings are mine
carry me through your sleep
let me fall so deep
come guide me to
your never never land
my ever-love, my mystery
is this what you needed me
to always see?

Entity rewritten (ghost of love)

don’t tell me that I’m free
cause I’m still feeling chained
don’t tell me that you’re not
you’re only more afraid

& if your god means love
then how come, please explain
you only use his name
to make us fear what’s strange?

don't be desperate

hang on

sacrificial

goodbye kisses

all-time

Robot-life / Meds

this smiling puppet I’ve become
[forget nothing]
[collect story]
[worries fading]
[and repeat]
robot-life

fuck all this filth inside my head
let breathe again to feel my pain
don’t medicate emotions dead
see only what is real, each stain
an ocean deep dark sea of black

this mind is my own
I love and hate whom I choose to
I fly with burning wings
Ignore rules
deaf to the calls of worried
Fear me
Fear-le
Veerle

Cat alley / Noburu Wataya

in the dust of passing time
will nothing thread
but cat-paw
a glitter-eye in dusk
sneaking softly
each dew-drop on the spider web
a crystal in the night

it's here we hide
your nightmare and your dream
a corner of your mind
this alley in between
where only cats will walk

Where have you gone, Noburu Wataya?
did the wind-up bird
forget to wind your spring?

Ghost-angel / Utopia

From this old frame
please set me free
today a dream, lingering
and tomorrow
create cocoon
change silently
escape this singular form
and let me forever be
duality

I will rise
and will return
on silver wings to burn

My sweet, misbuilt utopia
your streets are bleeding with tears
of those who no longer walk them
for fear of all who are outside
with smile and laugh unwittingly
defeat who really care
break down those who wish

to be more than single form
your misplaced nostalgia
your fear of all else
will be the death of them
will be the death of me

You could be what you want to be if you would be who you truly are

yes you recieved
now will you listen
or leaves and sing-song
part of me needs
this silent revenue
part of me dreams
feathered godess true
tangle me, undo
ein teil von mich
& traüme
ein teil
von mich
you are
relent-less
care-less

Poltergeist swingcat, dansu dansu

enjoy
things not done before
masks to be worn
give endlessness
and end less
dansu dansu
poltergeist swing


Now, in dreams, a mysterious woman weeps softly - for him. Yet, even as he tries to understand why, the voice that beckons is not hers. And still he dreams. Bizarre dreams that propel him down byways of his life in search of ... ?

How we left these woods

failed
confused
and wondering
mesmerise
fearle

You are the mask I wear

All of this that you have given
silent song inside my head
mistakes we made forgiven

name-sake
time.bomb

time bleeding from my head
time a bird ever expanding
find birth within my head
dream of colors, swirling things

explode
Meaning-less
Fear-me
Fear-le.

A safe place for cats

La Maison de mes Rêves

verloren dagen
terug op vaste grond
hier waar ik weet waar en waarom
hier waar ik me
geborgen voel
veilig land

Conspiracy of cat versus man

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