Friday, December 26, 2008

robot / colder

find myself
thinking
about seven of nine
find myself
wishing
that seven was mine

three seven golden keys

Thursday, May 15, 2008

androgyn / atunen

while you reside within me
I follow in your steps
my atunement accidental
I wear you as a dress

tear down this form and dye my hair
forget what I have been
and tell me of your dreams
fanthomlike & silver things

dye my hair blonde
paint my eyelashes
steal your suntan
remove my skin
reveal i s
[i n yo ur m i rr or] ed i m a ge
es sen ce:a sc e n t
s e n ce|sen[i]
sf [a m] e n c
f [b] c e s
I am the [o]ldest da[r]k
you came to see
[n]othing but faces
in the dark [a]nd
[gain] nothing.

LUSTRE.

Alone, but not for long.
Within me resides.
niaga nrob ma I rorrim ruoy ni -

Monday, May 12, 2008

Cinema

When you're kissing someone new
but you know your hearts not through
with the last boy
just say to yourself 'this will do.'


You can hide in the cinema
you've got the money to spend
but the movies always end
then it's your life again.

- Casiotone for the Painfully Alone

Saturday, April 5, 2008

flowerfields

feel so free
with you inside
I know my dreams
come true in time

Sunday, March 9, 2008

hidden wings


you're alive in
this dark dream
yes a part of me loves you
in my life
but it will be good when I walk through
did not see where it took me
eleven stairs alone

there was a myth of you there
spiral into black
truth is only freedom
forgotten and remote

come on now give me new wings
ascend with me from earth
remember what my heart sings
of nothing else than you

Sunday, December 9, 2007

Your smile holds a secret (and so it remains hidden)


After all the days that passed
so many words remain unsaid
and still I dream of you
still I dream to hold you
closer to my heart
forget the things we never said
words that stay in mid-air dead
I forgive you for everything you never did
forgive myself for nights all gone
never to return.

Cause when you know all truth is bare
the end will be the end
there are no rules in heathen's land
The strangest tale may work just now
with the strangest touch of luck.

A life you wasted
a life you gave me
quickly turned away
Why did I lose you
when there was nothing
when there was no one
but you in my heart?

Why did you lose me
while I was waiting
only to find you
right here from the start?

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Some day my prince will come

I don't talk
I don't fake
I don't walk
I don't leave
but I don't want to stay
don't always want to make the same mistake.

I can't stop
I can't go
I can't relax,
can't be alone
and when I listen to the music I don't know I just confuse it,
I get turned around.


& I'm running
& I'm running

I can sound all the words in my head but they got no soul.
What I'm trying to say's getting stuck but I got so close.
But I'm out of time to let you know
I'm songless.

Lange - Songless